Why is this SO hard to understand??? Well, I'll tell you why...
I was watching a TV show called the Fosters, and in it, one of the girls was raped by a previous foster brother. She FINALLY got the courage to report this when she realized that he was doing it to someone else.
Her lawyer told her many a time that she could NOT tell the judge she was raped. If she claimed that it was consensual, the foster brother would be automatically sentenced to jail time. If she claimed that it was NOT consensual and the judge didn't believe her, then the foster brother would go free.
This is SO typical of the American legal system that I can only shake my head at the stupidity of it all. Let me break this down for you...
A girl - of ANY age - was straight up raped. She said no and he DIDN'T listen. The lawyer told her that she couldn't tell this to the judge because the judge probably wouldn't believe her because the girl was a troubled girl and HE was a model person - so far as anyone could tell. It would be his word against hers, and he would win by reputation alone.
So... No means no, but only if the girl is a better person than the guy???
Moving on, let's get to the REAL crux of the matter. The TRUE problem with this whole Scenario.
If no means no, then yes means yes!
You CANNOT have it both ways! You cannot say that no means no if yes doesn't actually mean yes! I mean is it any wonder that EVERYONE is confused on the topic of consent?!
In this scenario, had this girl decided to claim that she said yes, and then he was automatically sent to jail for Statutory Rape, then yes would not have meant yes!!! I do not care who is hopping in bed together, if BOTH of them are saying yes, then it should be legal. Don't give me that BS about one of them not being old enough to consent, because if you are in court arguing this, then the point is really moot. Or at least it should be. Did you consent, yes or no, and if no, RAPE has occurred!!!
If yes, then why the eff are they in court for this? Well I'll tell you why. It's adults that eff everything up. If a girl's parents find out that their 14 or 15 year old girl decided to go out and have a wild weekend with a 17 year old boy, rather than accept that she said yes and had fun, they want to ruin his life and send him to jail. Shame on the parents!!! You know what they have just done? They have just created a culture in which a girl is NOT ALLOWED to say yes without parental permission! (And vice versa. Girls can be sent to jail for this too.)
Here is a real life example. When I met my husband, I was 16 and he was 20. We hopped right into bed and stayed there for 4 days. By law, he should have gone to jail. WHY??? Because even though I had reached the age of consent, he was still too old for me legally. THANK ALL THE GODS that my mother was too smart for that esh! She took one look at him and knew that he was my future husband. And you know what? She was right. We got married when I was 21 and he was 25. We had broken up for a few years and got back together. We've been married for 14 years now.
Thus rather than ruin his life for a VERY stupid reason, we were given the luxury of yes meaning yes.
Do you know how to teach a teen that no means no? You give them the power to make that decision. After all, if a girl is saying: "No I can't because my parents will kill me, or kick me out, or ground me for the rest of my life," then what she is really saying is yes, and that is what the boy is hearing. But if she says: "No I don't want to," then that decision must be treated EQUALLY as important as if she said: Yes, I want to, let's do it!" It must be treated equally as important as if she said: "Yes I want to, but only a little. Let's kiss and grope each other's naked body, and maybe give mutual oral, but NOT penetration!" It must be treated equal with: "I want to kiss you for a while first while I make up my mind."
Because for no to mean no, then yes MUST mean yes, and this is the very foundation of consent. Without it, we are always going to be arguing over whether or not she really said yes.
Sigh...
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Tuesday, June 30, 2015
Mirror of Dreams - Extras: Chapter 4
In Chapter 4, There are a LOT of things that I feel need a visual aid, lol!
To start, there's her coronation dress. It's made entirely out of red lace, but of course, there's nothing online that exactly matches what's in my head. So, I am going to post a whole ton of pics to give y'all ideas on what I'm talking about.
Here's what the lace itself might look like: (All images taken from somewhere on the web.)
Then there's the dress itself. IT has a long train that looks like this:
It might even be longer, lol!
The entire dress is made in lace though, so it's meant to be sheer, like the top front of this dress:
The shape of the dress, aside from the long train is meant to be one of these: More than likely the first :-)
So - all in all - the dress is hard to describe, lololol!
The closest that the dresses on the internet could come to matching what I described was these:
The only real problem I have with the bottom dress is that she doesn't really look queenly in it even though it does a good job of being lacy with a long train. I know I ask the impossible, but I am telling you that one day, I will see a dress, and it will be EXACTLY what I had in mind, lol!
To go with the coronation dress is a tiara, and I have to be honest, there was practically NOTHING online that matched the image in my head, but some came close. I describe it as a delicate little gold thing with diamonds, so here are a few examples of tiaras that come close. Feel free to imagine her in any of these :-)
AND THEN: Kaitlynn gets herself a ring...
So, that doesn't have an easy to find match online either, lol! I grabbed a couple pics that came close, and I figure that y'all can either try to visualize what I describe, or you can just pick one of these, lol!
Lastly, there's a routine mentioned in the chapter, but I am going to save that for either its own post or the extras on another chapter :-D Hopefully, I've given y'all enough eye candy for today.
Have a happy day!
To start, there's her coronation dress. It's made entirely out of red lace, but of course, there's nothing online that exactly matches what's in my head. So, I am going to post a whole ton of pics to give y'all ideas on what I'm talking about.
Here's what the lace itself might look like: (All images taken from somewhere on the web.)
Then there's the dress itself. IT has a long train that looks like this:
It might even be longer, lol!
The entire dress is made in lace though, so it's meant to be sheer, like the top front of this dress:
The shape of the dress, aside from the long train is meant to be one of these: More than likely the first :-)
So - all in all - the dress is hard to describe, lololol!
The closest that the dresses on the internet could come to matching what I described was these:
The only real problem I have with the bottom dress is that she doesn't really look queenly in it even though it does a good job of being lacy with a long train. I know I ask the impossible, but I am telling you that one day, I will see a dress, and it will be EXACTLY what I had in mind, lol!
To go with the coronation dress is a tiara, and I have to be honest, there was practically NOTHING online that matched the image in my head, but some came close. I describe it as a delicate little gold thing with diamonds, so here are a few examples of tiaras that come close. Feel free to imagine her in any of these :-)
AND THEN: Kaitlynn gets herself a ring...
So, that doesn't have an easy to find match online either, lol! I grabbed a couple pics that came close, and I figure that y'all can either try to visualize what I describe, or you can just pick one of these, lol!
Lastly, there's a routine mentioned in the chapter, but I am going to save that for either its own post or the extras on another chapter :-D Hopefully, I've given y'all enough eye candy for today.
Have a happy day!
Monday, June 29, 2015
Mirror of Dreams - Chapter 3
3
Lord
Antony and Sir Barrett weren't quite sure what to do the next
morning. It was technically Sir Barrett's job to wake me – or at
least be on hand to guard me when the maids woke me – but he was
reluctant to do so when I was naked and held close by my lover. Lord
Antony prided himself on being an excellent assistant, and so was
also on hand in case I needed anything, but not even he wanted to
wake me up to such a potentially awkward situation.
Maids
stood by in the background, having brought a new dress from the Royal
Seamstress. All in all, most people would have probably been upset to
open their eyes and see so many people watching them sleep, but not
me. Who can be embarrassed by a dream? Granted this was turning into
an extremely long dream that I could apparently sleep during, but it
had
to be a dream, right?
“Good
morning,” I greeted them cheerfully. “Is something wrong?”
“Not
at all, Your Majesty,” Lord Antony assured me. “We simply didn't
know the appropriate way to wake you in such a situation.”
I
looked down to see that I was now laying on my side with Nathan's
hand covering just one of my breasts. My back was snuggled into his
front while our legs were slightly bent like spoons. My hips were
just barely covered by a sheet – as were his – while the rest of
us was exposed.
I was
tempted to turn around and kiss him, but I didn't want to wake him.
To be honest, I would have loved to simply lay there and watch him
sleep for a while! Unfortunately, I was apparently needed already.
Gently
lifting Nathan's arm, I slid out from under the sheet and made sure
that it covered him adequately. Then I sat up in bed, shifted to the
side, and stretched my arms high over my head. A huge yawn escaped
me, reminding me that I could have used a bit more sleep, but
otherwise, I felt wonderful. Now if only I could get rid of that
infernal sizzling in my blood!
“Do
I have time to take a bath?” I wondered, pretty sure that they
didn't have the technology for showers yet. I made a mental note to
see that it was invented soon because showers were convenient when
one was pressed for time.
“Of
course,” Sir Barrett stated with a patient smile. “You have time
to do whatever you want, Your Majesty.”
“Well,”
Lord Antony amended softly. “Within reason. If you shirk your
responsibilities, you'll create hardships for the whole Kingdom.”
“Got
it,” I stated dryly. “I can do whatever I want so long as I do
what I'm supposed to as well. No problem!”
I'm
pretty sure that I can multitask if I have to. Maybe on days when I
have far too much to do, I can simply insist that Lords Antony and
Gregory join me in my bath so that I can work while I relax. The
thought made me giggle!
“Right
this way,” Sir Barrett informed me, gesturing to a door I hadn't
noticed yet. Or rather, I suppose that I had noticed it, I just
hadn't used it yet. “You're own private bath was prepared just in
case you felt like bathing.”
I
followed him into the bathroom, and then nearly fainted in shock.
“This
is my
private
bath?!?!” I demanded incredulously as I looked around.
This
wasn't a mere one person tub or even an eight person hot tub like I
had imagined. This was practically an olympic sized pool! Except that
instead of being rectangular, it was octagonal. And – from what I
could see – it wasn't very deep, maybe three to three and a half
feet at the deepest. The tub seemed to be carved from white marble
(roughed up so that it wasn't slippery) and was decorated with
copious amounts of gold.
“Yes,”
Sir Barrett confirmed, amused by my incredulous expression.
“Why
the hell do I need such a huge tub?!” I wondered crudely.
Sir
Barrett chuckled. “You probably don't but it was built during a
time when the King – several generations ago – had a large harem
and apparently needed a lot of space. If you look over there, you'll
see another door that used to lead to the harem, but was long since
converted to the “Queen's” chamber. By that, I mean the wife or
consort of the true ruler, so don't worry that you're staying in the
wrong room. I assure you that you are in the right room.”
He
looked away and grinned. “And in fact, Lady Sophia is currently
staying in the Queen's chamber. Just in case you wanted to know
that...”
By
this point, I was already in the tub, purring happily at how
wonderfully warm and soothing it was. At this news, I perked up. “Oh?
She is?”
Laughing,
he explained that: “King Henry had given her permission to use that
chamber and continue using the bath after she had abdicated. He
himself tended to bathe very late at night, and she bathes either
early in the morning or right after dinner, so there was never a
conflict. However, I suppose that even if they shared the bath on
occasion, neither would care. They were not attracted to each other
in the slightest.”
“Good
to know, I guess,” I murmured. “I don't mind if she bathes in
here. Could you scrub my back?”
“If
you'd like,” Sir Barrett replied.
“I'll
do that!” Nathan announced abruptly. He also hadn't bothered to
cover up before coming into the bathroom. The sight of him made me
want to melt into a puddle of bliss!
“You're
awake!” I exclaimed happily as he slipped into the tub.
“Yes,
well, it's hard to sleep when the maids start chattering on about how
romantic it is that we are already sharing a bed,” Nathan informed
me with a shy grin.
I
kissed him quickly a couple of times before turning my back to him so
that he could scrub it. “I'm sorry that I was so tired last night.
I'll try my best to go to bed a bit earlier tonight so that I can do
better.”
Nathan
pulled me close so that he could whisper in my ear. “Don't say such
embarrassing things where others can hear them!”
I
giggled. “Why – my Lord Nathan – are you by any chance shy?”
He
harrumphed but didn't answer me. Over my shoulder, I noticed Sir
Barrett smirking in a way that let me know he was suppressing
laughter. He was also busy pretending to be interested in a statue in
the corner so that he wasn't staring at us the entire time.
If
I had to guess, I'd be willing to bet that Sir Barrett probably
didn't have
to guard me in my bath, but that he wanted to understand me better
and this was a good way to do so. After all, not too many people
could resist chatting amicably while they relaxed in the bath. At
least, not in my experience. My friends at school and I were always
talking about this and that while we bathed.
After
he finished with my back, I had Nathan wash my hair. It was fun to
let him do so. He kept sweeping my hair out in the water, playing
with it and marveling at how long it was. I liked it long, but it was
also a bit of a pain, so I tended to keep it braided at all times. My
party had been a notable exception since I had gone to a professional
hairdresser to have it styled.
Once I
was clean, I pounced on him. “Your turn!” Washing his hair was
heavenly, and then I tickled his back and thoroughly groped his sexy
buttocks.
“Hey
now!” He protested, blushing hotly. I followed his eyes to find Sir
Barrett still examining the statue. I'm betting he was utterly bored
by now.
Finding
Nathan's blush both sexy and adorable, I lightly bit him on the neck,
and then took pity on him.
“Sir
Barrett? Would you please leave us alone for a while? I think I am
probably quite safe in the bath...”
“Plus,
I am a soldier quite capable of protecting my fiancée if necessary,”
Nathan added.
“Yes,
Your Majesty,” Sir Barrett replied with a small bow. He quickly
left.
“You
are?” I blurted out incredulously.
“Of
course!” Nathan stated with a tone that suggested he was confused
by my incredulity. “All
citizens of Rolandia are trained soldiers in one way or another.”
“Even
the women?” I wondered, finding this unusual for a world that
seemed stuck in the middle ages.
“Yes,
but granted, they have different options. Yes, women can
be regular soldiers if they want, but they are also encouraged to
become medics and offered reserve status much more quickly than most
men. Only those women who are truly serious about being a soldier
stay in the army longer than a year. Whereas men are obligated to
remain in the army for many years.”
“Even
now? Even during a time of peace?” I asked, not sure how that
worked.
“Well
yes and no,” Nathan replied, tilting his head side to side. “Most
have been recalled from active duty, and so it might be fair to say
that they are on reserve status, but in actuality, they can be called
on at any moment if our enemies attack us.”
I
scratched my head in confusion. “So... They are on active reserve
status?”
Nathan
laughed. “You can think of it like that if you want.”
He was
sitting – leaning back against the side of the tub – so that the
water perfectly covered his shoulders. I decided to straddle his lap
and press my body into his as I kissed him. His hands rubbed my back
lightly for a few moments before holding me close. I wiggled my hips
in a slow rhythm to stimulate his passion, and was rewarded for my
efforts when he moaned and shifted his hands down to cup my buttocks.
“Oh
my! I'm so sorry, I never expected the bath to be occupied at this
time of day!” Lady Sophia exclaimed in a tone that was both
apologetic and
utterly thrilled.
We
looked over to find her standing at the edge of the tub naked. I
purred in appreciation, liking what I saw, which made her smirk in
pleasure and sort of sway her body side to side to show off for me.
Nathan buried his face in my neck for a moment and shook his head.
“Mother!”
He protested in embarrassment. “Have you no shame?!”
“None
at all!” She assured him with a cheeky grin.
I
stood up and faced her. “Feel free to use the bath any time you
like, Lady Sophia. I don't mind sharing.”
“Thank
you, Majesty!” She purred in delight.
“Kaitlynn,”
I reminded her, and then pointed to a pile of soft and fluffy towels.
“Could you hand me one of those? I have a feeling that your son
would appreciate some cover at the moment.”
“Certainly!”
Lady Sophia agreed.
I took
the towel from her and turned to hold it out for Nathan. He promptly
used me to hide from his mother while he covered up the hardness we
had created just moments ago. There was an adorable blush on his face
that made me want to kiss him a thousand times!
Lady
Sophia apparently had a wicked sense of humor, because she obviously
delighted in teasing her son. “What's wrong, Natey? We used to
bathe together all the time! Why are you so shy now?”
“Mother...”
Nathan growled, turning redder than ever. He knew she was just
teasing him though because he didn't say anything else. Rather
grumpily, he exited the tub and leaned against a wall while he waited
for me to finish my bath.
Lady
Sophia took the opportunity to hop in the tub and splash me
playfully. I splashed her back which provoked an epic battle. The
battle continued for several minutes and ended when we were both
laughing too hard to continue.
“Oh
Your Majesty – Queen Kaitlynn,” Lady Sophia amended with a smile.
“It's such a delight to have another Monarch around who knows how
to play!”
“Was
my father a dull man then?” I asked, calling him my father out loud
for the first time that I could remember. As I listened to her reply,
I took the time to remove my diaphragm and wash it thoroughly.
“Dull?
No,” Lady Sophia replied with a soft shake of her head. “He
simply didn't have time to play very often, with the war...”
I
looked over at her to see if she planned to go into detail, but she
was staring at my diaphragm.
“What
is that?” She asked curiously.
I
explained it to her, which made her pout prettily.
“Aww,
such a shame! I was looking forward to having grandbabies soon! My
darling son hasn't seemed interested in matters of love, so I was
beginning to despair!” She leaned over to whisper in my ear,
resting her hands on my shoulders. I felt an interesting tingling
where she touched me. “He is almost a hundred years old, after
all.”
“He
is?!?!” I blurted out in astonishment, my eyes flying to examine
the man who looked like he was barely old enough to shave.
“What?”
He asked defensively.
“Yes,”
Lady Sophia confirmed almost grimly. “It's something that a young
and beautiful mother is ashamed to admit...”
I
could not respond and my mouth gaped open incredulously.
“What?!”
Nathan demanded, becoming agitated.
Lady
Sophia flapped her hand at him. “She is merely trying to figure out
how a mother as young as I am has a son as old as you are.”
“Oh,
is that all,” he stated and relaxed once more.
“All?!”
I asked incredulously. “I only just
turned 18! And you... you're...” I couldn't say it out loud!
“In
my 90s?” He supplied helpfully, and then shrugged. “Age is
strange in our world. People grow into full adults in their first
16-20 years, and then don't seem to age at all for a very long time.
Take my mother, for example. She's already 425 years old. By rights,
she should be an older woman with beautifully silver hair and lovely
wrinkles –”
“Don't
say that!” Lady Sophia gasped in dismay, holding her hands to her
face as if trying to cover up any potential wrinkles.
Nathan
scoffed at her reaction, and then continued. “Instead, she still
looks as young as she did when I was born.”
I had
already finished washing my diaphragm, so I set it on the edge of the
tub to dry, and then relaxed as I listened to this story. Something
intrigued me. Well, the whole age thing intrigued me too, but
something intrigued me even more.
“So
wait, you're saying that Lady Sophia was already in her 320s when she
had you?” I asked Nathan, and then turned to Lady Sophia. “And
you're worried that he hasn't started having babies yet at only 90...
something?” Neither of them had specified his exact age.
Lady
Sophia shrugged. “I love
babies, and I miss having them! I sincerely wish that my son would
provide me with a whole bunch of fat and happy grandbabies to adore.”
“They
would be adorable, wouldn't they?” I murmured with a grin.
“That
they would!” Lady Sophia agreed. Suddenly, she looked down and an
intense wave of sadness emanated from her.
“What's
wrong?” I asked, instinctively pulling her into a comforting hug.
She returned my hug freely, snuggling her face into my shoulder.
“I
just miss them so much,” she murmured morosely.
“Miss
who?” I wondered, having no idea who she was talking about.
“My
older children,” Lady Sophia clarified. “I had three sons and two
daughters who have died in the war.”
“What?”
I whispered in shock. The more I heard about it, the more this war
seemed like a terrible thing!
“Yes,”
she murmured vaguely, but didn't elaborate.
“They
all died in the line of duty,” Nathan stated as if this was simply
the way life was. “There's no greater honor than that.”
“Yes,”
Lady Sophia agreed softly.
I
rubbed her back, knowing that anything I wanted to say would likely
just anger her or make her feel even sadder, so I kept my mouth shut.
Slowly, her mood changed again. She looked at me with a mysterious
expression.
“Thank
you, Queen Kaitlynn,” she murmured, and then kissed me. This was no
mere pressing of lips either. This was a kiss designed to make my
toes curl and my blood boil. I moaned in sudden longing, pressing my
body into hers.
“Hey
now! Wait just a minute! Mother!!!”
Nathan roared, pulling me out of the tub.
“I'm
sorry baby,” Lady Sophia purred in a tone that suggested that she
wasn't sorry in the slightest. “I just couldn't help myself! She
had her naked body wrapped oh so lusciously around mine!”
I
chuckled softly, amused by this fascinating woman. “My
luscious body! Have you looked in a mirror recently?!”
“Why
yes,” she replied with a naughty grin. Twisting her body side to
side as if modeling a new dress for me. “You like what you see?”
“Mmmhmm!”
I moaned with a grin.
“Kaitlynn!”
Nathan burst out in shock, which actually shocked me. He was
literally the first person to call me by name – without any form of
title to go with it!
I
looked at him curiously. “What?” I asked, finding it interesting
– and a bit frustrating – that the man of my dreams would be
jealous. “I'm just flirting. It means nothing.”
He
scoffed as he crossed his arms over his chest. “Flirting with my
mother!
Surely you can understand how that would make me uncomfortable!”
I
opened my mouth to protest, and then opted not to say anything.
Instead I closed my mouth and wondered how to change the subject.
“Is
everything alright in here?” Sir Barrett called out. “I hear
shouting...”
Perfect!
“Everything
is fine, Sir Barrett. We're just coming out now,” I announced,
grabbing a towel and using it to dry my hair as I walked toward my
bedroom. A thought occurred to me, prompting me to backtrack for my
diaphragm.
A
minute later, I found myself in the middle of a quartet of maids who
were ooo-ing and ahh-ing as they used other soft towels to dry me off
and fluff my hair. “Your Majesty has such lovely hair!”
I'd
grown up with a maid to clean my room and help me dress when I really
needed it, but most of the time, I dressed myself. This was an
interesting experience to say the least. All of the maids were pretty
and wore adorable matching outfits in different colors. I wanted to
flirt with them and reward them with kisses, but I also didn't want
to upset Nathan again so soon.
Go
figure, I finally have an interesting dream (most of my dreams were
boring), and my dream lover had to be possessive. I really needed to
teach him to share so that I could enjoy this dream to the fullest. I
watched him slip into a robe and sit on my bed as he watched me be
fussed and fawned over. Man! He was so handsome that I was tempted to
throw all the maids off and jump back in bed with him!
A
glance at Sir Barrett and Lord Antony made me wonder what they would
do if I did. The thought of them gasping and trying to look away as I
licked my fiancé all over made me giggle. Would they stay and
patiently wait for me to finish, or would they leave and spread the
word that I was taking an extra long time getting out of bed this
morning?
The
maids interrupted my thoughts by helping me into my new dress. This
one was blue, a vibrant shade that matched the color of my left eye.
I was impressed that the Royal Seamstress – who I hadn't actually
met – had managed to fit the dress to me so perfectly. She also
seemed to understand that I planned to wear whatever I wanted in this
fantasy world of mine. I had no rules of modesty enforced by my
mother, so I could wear something sheer like this and not have to
apologize to anyone.
The
dress hugged my chest – the lacy material playing peekaboo with my
breasts – bared my shoulders and arms, and flared out at my hips. I
twirled around several times to see how it moved, and was delighted
to see it spin beautifully. The bottom hem – edged in black lace –
tickled my calves and made me laugh.
“I
love it!” I pronounced giddily. “Please give my compliments to
the seamstress, and also let her know that I'll gladly wear anything
she cares to make me, no matter how revealing!”
The
maids all bounced and clapped at this news. “That's wonderful,
Majesty!”
“Why
do the women in the palace always seem to insist that they should
wear very little?” Lord Antony asked of no one in particular.
Sir
Barrett laughed and tried his best to answer. “Probably because no
one dared to tell Lady Sophia no when she was Queen, and all the rest
of the Ladies felt that it was only fashionable to follow suit.”
“I'm
ready for breakfast!” I announced as my stomach growled.
“Oh,
but Your Majesty!” The maids protested. “We haven't done your
hair yet!”
I was
already in the middle of braiding it and paused to look at them.
“What would you do with it? I usually prefer a simple braid.”
They
sighed in disappointment. “That's a shame. We could have done
something fabulous with it.”
I
smiled at them warmly, finishing my braid and securing it with the
cloth covered rubber band that I usually used. “I'll tell you what,
you can practice doing fabulous things to it tonight for dinner, but
now I'm too hungry to wait any longer.”
“Yes,
Majesty,” they mumbled sadly. They immediately began whispering
suggestions to each other – and wondering what the stretchy thing
in my hair was.
I left
them chattering and led my entourage to the breakfast room now that I
remembered where it was. Nathan – still wearing a robe – had gone
his own way, presumably to his room to get dressed. This gave me an
opportunity to ask Sir Barrett an important question.
“So...”
I began, grinning at him flirtatiously. “If I were to leave the
castle and stay the night in an inn, you would have to guard me at
all times, right?”
“That's
exactly right,” he confirmed with a smile.
“But
what if I am with my fiancé or a lover?” I wondered.
“I
would face the wall, but I could not abandon my duty to ensure your
safety at all times,” he stated, clearly having a protocol to
follow.
“Hmm,”
I murmured, thinking this over.
Breakfast
fairly flew by, and then Lords Gregory and Antony dragged me to my
office so that we could do some work. By the time we were done, I was
ready to tear my hair out in frustration. There had
to be a better way to do this!
The
sizzling in my blood got worse and worse the longer I sat still, so
the moment they said we were finished, I ran out of the office and
just kept on running. I had no idea where I was going and really had
no destination in mind. I just needed to move my body! Therefore, I
ended up simply going outside and running around the palace several
times.
Lord
Barrett caught up to me fairly quickly and ran at my side. He looked
perfectly comfortable jogging like this and made no comments asking
me to slow down or wait for him. In fact, I think he might have been
hoping that I'd speed up a bit. When I was ready to stop, he helped
me stretch for a few minutes, and then handed me a basket that he had
been carrying.
“I
brought a jar of water and a sandwich,” he informed me. “I
figured that you might prefer a solitary lunch...”
“Thank
you!” I gushed in appreciation. The sandwich disappeared into my
stomach in no time at all, making me feel like a pig, but I pretended
that nothing was out of the ordinary.
“Now
what?” I wondered, looking around.
“How
are your sword skills?” Sir Barrett asked.
“Uh...
nonexistent...” I muttered because this was not something I ever
expected to be asked.
“Would
you care to learn?” He wondered with a kind smile.
“Sure...”
I replied hesitantly, and then shrugged.
He led
me to a sparring area, and then handed me a practice sword. It was
made of metal, but not sharp in the slightest. I swung it around like
it was a baseball bat a couple of times.
“Is
it supposed to be this light? I feel like it's going to go flying out
of my hands at any moment.”
“Really?”
Sir Barrett asked, sounding intrigued. He exchanged the sword for a
different one. “How's this?”
“Better,”
I murmured with a frown. “But it still doesn't feel quite right.”
His
smile turned into a wide grin. I felt as if he knew some shocking
secret but wouldn't tell me what it was. Without a word, he gave me
an even bigger sword.
I
swung this one around exactly like I had seen done in countless
movies. This one felt almost perfect! I pretended that I was a
fantasy paladin fighting off a hoard of orcs!
“Take
that! Ha!” I exclaimed as I defeated an imaginary bad guy. In a
way, I felt like I was dancing. In my mind, an entire field of orcs
was slain by my hand as I made goofy noises of triumph.
“I
thought you said that you knew nothing about sword fighting,” Sir
Barrett remarked with a puzzled frown.
“I
don't,” I stated, not bothering to end my epic battle. “I'm just
playing.”
“Huh!”
He scoffed in disbelief. “That's some playing then! You're
exhibiting real skill – the kind that takes most people years, if
not their entire life, to master.”
“What?”
I wondered, stopping completely to stare at him. “Impossible!”
He
shrugged, unable to think of anything to say. Grabbing a practice
sword of his own, he advanced on me slowly. I defended myself
awkwardly. The really strange thing was that I knew what to do,
except that I really shouldn't know what to do, so I wasn't confident
in the slightest about what I was doing.
So
focused was I on Sir Barrett that I didn't realize that people were
slowly crowding around us. None dared to enter the sparring ring with
us, so I paid them no attention, but they were watching us with
interest. Only when their whispering got louder did I notice they
were there. Suddenly, I was unnerved!
Sir
Barrett trounced me unexpectedly, sending me flying a couple of feet
before landing on my butt. “Ow,” I muttered silently, my pride
wounded more than anything.
“Are
you alright?” Sir Barrett asked me as he held out a hand to help me
up.
“Yes,”
I murmured. “I simply got distracted.”
In the
background, I heard someone say: “The new Queen fights like a
second year soldier.”
“Is
that her?”
“No
wonder Sir Barrett needs to tutor her.”
“Yeah!
With skills like that, she'd die in her first battle!”
The
last statement offended me. Not because I thought I was better than
that, but because they implied that I would allow there to be
any more battles. I straightened up indignantly. Sir Barrett hastily
intervened.
“Her
Majesty is new to our world, and hasn't ever used a sword before,”
he explained. This piqued everyone's interest even higher.
“She
hasn't?!?!” Clearly, this boggled everyone's mind.
Sir
Barrett sent those who were supposed to be training or working back
to their tasks, and then basically ignored the small crowd that was
left. “Let's try that again. I get the feeling that you were
holding back.”
“I
wasn't holding back,” I assured him. “I just don't know what I'm
supposed to be doing.”
“So
you say,” he murmured as he attacked me and I defended myself. “But
clearly, you do.”
Lord
Antony could be heard in the background talking to Lord Gregory.
“Look, she's using his Majesty's practice sword.”
“I
noticed,” Lord Gregory stated dryly.
“I
wonder if she could use his real
sword?” Lord Antony asked.
“Impossible!”
Lord Gregory scoffed. “The sword was magically attuned so that only
he could wield it.”
“But
she does carry his blood,” Lord Antony pointed out.
A new
voice entered the conversation. “And she said that he turned into
energy and entered her,” Lady Leeza reminded them. “I think it's
worth trying.”
“I
do too,” Lord Antony agreed before sending a pair of guards off to
fetch it.
Meanwhile,
I was gaining confidence fairly quickly. I blocked everything that
Sir Barrett tried to hit me with, getting ever so slightly faster
with each movement. The skill seemed to be a part of my body, and
that sizzling in my blood felt good, for once.
I felt
like I was pulled out of a reverie when the guards returned and Sir
Barrett signaled an end to our match. Both of us were breathing
heavier than usual, but not so heavy as to be called panting. It felt
like my body was singing triumphantly!
“Majesty,”
the two guards murmured as they knelt before me and held up the
sword.
It was
beautiful! The hilt was wrapped in bright red leather and had a large
gem in the very end. I would guess a ruby or a garnet. The crossbar
was etched with gold swirls, and the sheath itself was made from red
leather and gold wire. I think there might have been wood in there
somewhere too, but it was hard to tell.
I took
the sword in my hands and felt a rush of energy hit me. Holding it
close for a moment, I inspected it once more. Suddenly, I felt like I
had to lift it to the heavens, as if offering it to the Gods. A
moment later, I drew the sword and roared as if I was a lion showing
my pride who was boss.
And
then I felt silly and giggled. “Where did that come from?” I
asked no one in particular as I examined the naked blade of the
sword. It shimmered and gleamed as if made out of pure sunshine. “Ah,
beautiful,” I sighed, loving this sword even though I wasn't
particularly into swords in general.
“Well
that answers that,”
Lady Leeza stated smugly. I looked over just in time to see her
smirking a bit meanly at Lord Gregory.
“What?”
I wondered curiously.
“You
can draw His Majesty's sword,” Sir Barrett informed me, as if I
hadn't noticed this already.
“Yeah,
and?” I drawled slowly, not understanding why this was unusual.
“And
no one is able to draw it but him,” Sir Barrett explained. “Sheathe
it and I'll show you.”
As I
did so, he held up his own sword. “See, my sword is similar to but
smaller than that one. I can draw it as easily as if I was
breathing.” He demonstrated a couple of times, and then returned
his sword to his side. Holding his hand out, he accepted my sword.
Then he tried to pull the sword from its sheath, only it refused to
budge. He exerted ever more pressure, but still, nothing.
Taking
the sword from him, Lord Gregory did the same thing. As did Lord
Antony, and then Nathan.
“You
see?” Sir Barrett asked as if it should be obvious. “Only King
Henry could use this sword, and now you.”
“That's
a good thing,” Nathan explained with a nod. “The people will
consider this a sign that you truly are our rightful Queen.”
“A
magical sword, huh? I guess this dream is turning into some sort of
role-playing video game,” I murmured to myself, admiring my sword
again now that Nathan had given it back.
“What?”
Nathan asked in confusion.
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