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Let's say that you died today and there actually is a being who is going to sit down with your soul and judge your life. Do you think you would be judged a good soul or a bad soul? How would this judgement be rendered? Do you think that this being is going to pull up a list of every time you didn't do the dishes or clean the house? Do you think he or she is going to remind you of every single time you ever told a white lie in your entire life?
No! That's not what is going to happen at all. This being is going to ask you one question: Did you love those in your life with all your heart? If the answer is yes, you'll then be asked: Did you show them that love so much and so well that they never doubted for a second that they were loved?
If the answer to that one isn't yes, then you're doing something wrong. Because - and here's the secret...
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS!!!
Good = love
You will be judged on your heart and whether or not you were good to those you loved. That's it. Being considered successful with a good paying job means nothing if it makes you treat your loved ones like shit.
So I want you to sit down right now and think this over. If you had to answer those questions today, how would you do? And if you think you'd fail, then what can you do to change that?
Let me know in the comments :-D
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Sunday, April 19, 2015
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
Magenta - Part Two - the Finale
Part
Two
Mildred
did her job as capably as ever over the next month, but it was clear
to all that her spirit was gone. She pretended to be fine, but no
emotions ever reached her eyes. Her parents had tried hard to be
understanding, but the subtle pressure that had been building for
months if not years finally came to a head.
Her
presence in the tiny house had been tolerated as long as it had
because she was going to get married and move out. Now that that was
no longer possible, tempers were running hotter than ever. Her
brother roared in frustration.
“She
has to go!”
His
wife looked to the floor in shame. “With our third child in my
belly, we're going to need the space she takes up more than ever.”
“She
makes enough money that she should be able to afford a small boarding
room,” her brother added.
John
sighed heavily. “I don't feel right about this. No matter what, any
child of ours should be welcome here.”
Bernice
put a hand on his arm, her expression sad. “They're right. We
simply cannot have her here any longer. We don't have the room...”
“But
where will she go?” John demanded angrily.
Bernice
shrugged. “A boarding house, maybe, or perhaps her boss will give
her a room in the Tavern.”
John
growled as his expression darkened. “You know that the women who
stay in the Tavern end up working as whores...”
“Well,
that will be up to her,” Bernice murmured, giving him a look that
reminded him that Mildred was a strong woman who could make her own
decisions.
“I
still don't like it...” John muttered.
“Doesn't
matter, it's time.”
Mildred
could easily hear them as they discussed her from where she rested in
the loft before work. A sense of surrealism filled her until she was
numb again. After her brother finished eating, he climbed into the
loft and packed her few belongings into a bag before tossing it at
her.
“Tell
your boss that you need a place to stay until you can find somewhere
permanent, because you can't come back here!” His tone was utterly
harsh, but that was because he didn't think he'd be able to go
through with kicking her out if he didn't squash all tenderness.
Mildred
silently grabbed her bag and slipped out of the loft. She didn't dare
look at the rest of her family as she trudged towards the door. They
watched her in shocked silence, not one of them believing that anyone
would actually kick her out. The moment she stepped through the door,
her younger siblings all erupted in outrage.
“How
can you just let her go like that?!?!”
Shutting
the door so that she didn't have to hear the argument, she simply
walked to work early. Her oldest younger sister, Callie, caught up to
her about two minutes later. “Mildred!”
Mildred
stopped and stiffly endured a smothering hug.
“Just
because they kicked you out, it doesn't mean that you can't come
visit us all the time! I'm going to miss you so
much!”
Mildred
patted her sobbing sister on the back. “I'll miss you too...” A
minute later, Mildred pushed her sister away. “I have to go or I'm
going to be late for work.
Ben
noticed her bag the moment she entered the Tavern and frowned in
concern. “Going somewhere?”
Mildred
shrugged numbly. “Not particularly. It's just that I've been kicked
out...”
Ben
sighed sadly, knowing that her family couldn't let her stay with them
forever. “You're welcome to stay here tonight... You know... My
offer still stands.”
“Offer?”
Mildred asked in confusion.
“You
could always marry me and take over my Tavern when I die,” Ben
stated seriously.
Mildred
twisted her lips from side to side as she thought this over. “Maybe
someday, but I'm not ready to get married yet. It's too soon...”
“I
wouldn't ask you to share my bed or anything like that, I just want
to make sure that you're taken care of,” Ben informed her, placing
a hand on her shoulder.
This
made sense to the part of her mind that had to worry about her
future. She gave Ben a tiny smile. “I'll think about it...”
“Good,”
he stated in relief. Tilting his head toward the kitchen, he ordered
her to: “Go on; get something to eat.”
Mildred
didn't feel particularly hungry, so she only took a small bowl of
stew. Far more appetizing was the pitcher of milk in the cupboard
that had been delivered fresh that morning. She poured herself a cup,
downed it in practically one swallow, and then refilled her cup
before carrying her food and drink to an empty table in the common
room.
“The
festival was better than expected,” Onyx murmured after he finished
counting their earnings.
“We'll
have plenty to support us as we travel to the next festival,”
Jasper added.
“No,
the next place we're going is Lord Carver's castle, remember?” Onyx
reminded his lover.
“Oh,
that's right! He's throwing a party to celebrate spring...” Jasper
murmured, nodding his head. He noticed that Mildred was busy staring
at her uneaten stew, her mind clearly as far away as the clouds.
Nudging Onyx, he pointed her out and then grabbed his guitar.
Onyx
nodded in understanding and pulled out his drums. Without a word, the
two of them began to play a moderately lively tune. They hummed to
themselves, catching a secretive wink from Ben as he realized that
they were trying to cheer her up.
Mildred
wasn't really paying any attention to them until she realized that
her foot was tapping ever so slightly. Then she sat up in surprise
and closed her eyes as she listened to the music. It didn't take long
before her mind went blank and songs filled her. She burst out
unexpectedly.
“Ah-da-da-ba-da-dum!
Dee-dee-do-dum-ba-da-ba-da-ba-da-doo-doo-doo!” As usual, her lyrics
made no sense, but sounded pretty.
It
was a lot like the music they played since they were just playing
whatever came to mind. It was a beat with no lyrics. Gradually, they
started playing actual songs – the same bawdy ones she'd sang
before. A handful of patrons entered the Tavern just then and clapped
in time to the music.
Encouraged,
Mildred stood up and sang the song that matched the music. The
happiness that the patrons showered on her was catchy, making her
smile. For the first time in a long time, she was able to forget her
problems.
The
tavern got ever more crowded as the hours passed. Mildred danced and
sang until her throat felt raw and her feet ached. Just one man dared
to grope her, but she slapped him full across the face without a
second thought, and Ben sided with her by throwing him out.
Patrons
left after last call feeling inexplicably cheerful and amorous.
Mildred hummed as she wiped down tables and swept the floor.
Meanwhile, Jasper and Onyx carefully packed up their instruments. Ben
sat behind the bar and counted his earnings and took inventory.
When
Mildred reached their table, Jasper pulled her into his lap, making
her squeal in surprise. He kissed her on the cheek. “I'm glad
you're feeling better. Have you given our offer any thought?”
“We
leave tomorrow,” Onyx added absently as he counted up the tips they
had made that evening.
Mildred
stared at the floor silently for a few moments before nodding
faintly. “You know what? Why not?” She stated abruptly.
“You
mean that?!” Jasper asked incredulously, hugging her exuberantly.
“What
offer?” Ben demanded with a jealous and disapproving frown.
“To
travel with us and sing,” Onyx stated with an eager smile.
Ben
wanted to protest the fact that it was obscene for a woman to travel
alone with two men, but he knew that these two were together, and
likely weren't interested in her in that way. Then he wanted to
protest that she couldn't go because he needed her here. Pursing his
lips, he finally decided on something that might make her reconsider
her rash decision.
“Wait,
what about my
offer?”
Mildred
sighed sadly. “I wouldn't feel right marrying you. It may sound
silly, but I don't want to get married at all if my heart's not in
it.”
“I
see,” Ben murmured in disappointment.
As
soon as the Tavern was clean, Mildred found a spot in the attic where
the other maids slept to lay down. In the morning – almost
afternoon – Jasper and Onyx paid their bill and gestured for her to
follow them. She hesitated for only one moment before hugging Ben
impulsively.
“If
this doesn't work out the way they say it will, I'll be back. I
promise!” Mildred informed her boss. He nodded sadly, smiling at
her.
“I've
heard you sing. I'm almost certain that you're going to be famous,”
Ben stated before nudging her. “Go on...”
Kissing
him on the cheek, Mildred pulled free of his embrace, grabbed her
small bag of belongings, and then left the Tavern for the last time.
They
had been traveling for almost a week – practicing songs and
teaching Mildred how to defend herself with a staff – when a
thought occurred to Onyx. He held up a hand to get their attention.
Squinting, he scrutinized Mildred.
“What?”
She asked with a wary blush.
“You
should come up with your stage persona,” Onyx informed her.
“My
what?” Mildred asked, confused.
“Well,
no offense,” Jasper murmured apologetically. “But we can't
exactly introduce you to our audience as Mildred!”
“You
can't?” Mildred asked in surprise.
“Nope!”
Jasper confirmed. “That would be like me introducing myself as John
and him as Robert.”
Mildred
stood completely still in astonishment. Slowly, this started to make
sense to her. “Oh...”
Onyx
bit his lip as he rummaged through his bags. “I had a thought...
You remember that wig we made for the fire festival?”
“Yeah?”
Jasper murmured.
Locating
it with a soft aha, Onyx took a moment to swirl Mildred's long blonde
hair up into a bun before setting the wig on her head. It was made
from real hair that had been died a dark yet bright shade of red, and
softly framed Mildred's face in becoming curls. Long wavy curls.
“I
see,” Jasper remarked with a grin.
“Why
do I need to wear a wig?” Mildred asked slowly in confusion.
“To
create your persona, of course,” Jasper replied as if this was the
most logical reason in the world.
“Magenta!”
Onyx blurted out excitedly, holding up a small hand mirror for her to
look in.
Mildred
turned her head side to side, a smile slowly stretching her lips. “I
like it...”
“Then
Magenta it is!” Jasper pronounced, lifting her off her feet in a
tight bear hug.
Mildred
giggled as he set her on her feet and Onyx pulled her into a hug.
They each kissed her on the cheek. Tucking one of her hands in the
crook of each of their arms, the three of them resumed their journey.
“Just
you wait,” Jasper stated. “Before you know it, everyone will be
shouting your name.”
“Magenta,
Magenta!” Onyx called out cheerfully.
“If
you say so,” Mildred – now Magenta – murmured with a laugh.
It
took them almost a month to arrive at Lord Carver's castle. Even so,
they were in plenty of time for the celebration. Lord Carver greeted
Jasper and Onyx jovially.
“My
friends! I'm so glad you could make it! This may be my best party
yet!”
Jasper
clasped hands with the Lord, and then gestured to indicate Magenta.
“Meet our new singer, Magenta. She's guaranteed to make your guests
fall in love with her!”
“Is
that so?” Lord Carver asked with interest. His eyes took in her
wild red hair and flushed cheeks. Bringing her hand to his lips, he
bestowed a soft kiss. “I look forward to hearing you sing.”
Magenta
bit her lips to prevent herself from squealing in astonishment. After
Lord Carver walked away, she hit Jasper on the arm. “You never said
that he would actually talk to me! He's a Lord!
I'm just a nobody from the poorest part of the city.”
Jasper
shook her roughly. “Stop that right now! You
are
now Magenta, world famous songstress extraordinaire!”
Magenta
laughed at the absurdity of his statement, rolling her eyes.
The
trio spent the next two days rehearsing for the party, and then, it
was time to perform. They were given a prime spot near the bonfire,
which meant that very few people were around until after a massive
amount of food had been eaten and the sun started going down. After
the bonfire was lit though, people gathered around them – making
the other performers (who had been dominating the attention) jealous.
As
Jasper and Onyx had predicted, her repertoire of bawdy songs was
perfect for the party. It put all the guests in the right mood and
made everyone jolly. Magenta had long ago gotten over any
embarrassment she'd felt and sang as if flirting with the entire
crowd.
Despite
her partners telling her that she would be popular, Magenta was still
astonished when the guests all demanded her to sing at their parties.
Onyx negotiated all deals, setting their fee fairly high. Magenta
couldn't believe her ears as Lords and Ladies bid ever higher for her
services.
“Whoa...”
she murmured in awe.
When
the party was over, she'd had at least half a dozen marriage
proposals!
For
the rest of spring and all of summer, the trio made their way to all
the biggest parties thrown by the nobility. They earned such an
excellent reputation – despite Magenta's ever growing belly –
that a major theater hired them to entertain guests before plays and
during intermissions. It was good work, but didn't pay nearly as much
as they earned at parties.
At
the end of fall, the King himself attended one of the plays and
invited the trio to stay in his palace and entertain his court.
Simply everyone
loved the way she sang! Magenta held her hands to her face to cover a
blush as Onyx and Jasper accepted the King's gracious invitation.
“This
means that your child will be born in the Royal Palace,” Jasper
whispered in her ear, rubbing her large belly for luck.
“Wow...”
Magenta exhaled reverently, never having imagined
such a situation.
The
King overheard their whispered conversation and tilted his head
curiously. “If I may ask, who is the child's father?”
Magenta
looked down, a shadow crossing her eyes. Onyx bowed deeply before
answering for her.
“My
King, Magenta was married to a soldier in your army, but he died a
Hero.”
The
King frowned in confusion. “He died in battle?” The last official
battle had been over a year ago.
“No,”
Jasper replied with a shake of his head. “He intervened when an
innocent man was being mugged by a group of robbers, and they ended
up killing him before they got away.”
“Is
this true?” The King asked.
“Yes...”
Magenta confirmed, daring to look him in the eye.
“You
have my sympathy,” the King murmured softly. “I look forward to
hearing you sing in my palace.”
Magenta
curtseyed deeply as he walked away. After he was gone, she looked to
Onyx. “How could you lie to him like that?!”
Onyx
merely shrugged. “Only one tiny week separates you from actually
being his wife when he died. In the grand scheme of things, claiming
to be married to the father of your baby isn't a lie.”
Magenta
twisted her lips in a wry smile. “Hmm, maybe you're right.”
“I
am!” Onyx stated firmly.
As
it turned out, even the King agreed. Boredom and curiosity during the
winter had prompted him to investigate her background, and when the
investigator reported that Gordon had actually died before they could
get married, he knew that there was only one thing he could do. So,
he summoning the trio to play for him privately one evening.
Magenta
felt a wary shiver run up her spine as the King smiled at her. If he
demanded that she grace his bed, she literally couldn't refuse! Her
expression became guarded, as if bracing for a devastating blow.
“Ever
since my beloved Queen died,” the King began, his head bowed
reverently for a moment. “I grieve whenever I hear of any
of my subjects losing a loved one. Especially
a soldier in my army. I understand that it is not fair for a petty
squabble between my brother and I to take the lives of so many good
men...”
Taking
a deep breath to push away the sadness, the King continued. “Thus,
when I learned that your fiancé actually died before your wedding
day – leaving you to care for his child on your own – I just knew
that I had to make things right...”
Magenta's
hand trembled as she reached to accept the document he held out. She
wasn't sure what he had in mind, but this decree could be literally
anything. If he felt that she should spend the rest of her life as a
priestess in service to the Gods, she would have to obey!
“I
have declared you legally wed to your man dating back a couple of
months before his death,” the King announced. “That
should protect you if anyone tries to claim that your child is not
legitimate!”
Magenta
gasped incredulously. She was so touched that she started crying.
“Thank you, my King!”
He
shook his head. “It is I who should thank him for defending my
Kingdom, even when he didn't have to.”
With
a smile, Magenta burst into a completely new song to honor the King.
Her time as part of the trio had taught her how to spontaneously
compose songs that made sense, and her partners easily managed to
play music that complimented song. The King listened to the song
intently, thanked her when it was over, and then dismissed her for
the night.
The
three of them repeated the same pattern for the next several years.
They would play at festivals and parties in the spring and summer,
appear at theaters and opera houses in the fall, then spend the
winter in the palace. They became good friends with the King, even
playing at his wedding when he decided to get remarried.
Before
long, they all had enough money to support them quite well for the
rest of their lives. Magenta breathed out a sigh of relief every day
that her daughter would never have to learn what it was like to live
in poverty. However, as time passed, she missed her family more and
more.
Her
partners could sense her melancholy. Secretly, they planned out an
elaborate surprise for her. Once spring arrived and the weather
warmed up enough for them to leave the palace, they loaded up their
large and homey wagon and prepared to leave.
Magenta
thought nothing out of the ordinary was going on since Onyx had
always been in charge of booking their engagements. Only when they
got close enough for her to recognize the city of her birth did she
realize that something was up. Her only request – from the very
beginning – had been that they never
play this city if they didn't have to, since it reminded her of her
beloved.
Vastly
different from the last time they were in this city, this time, they
had the means to stay in a nice inn. As usual, they booked a large
suite with a room for Jasper and Onyx, and another room for Magenta
and her daughter Amethyst. Amethyst ran around their room excitedly,
oblivious to the sadness in her mother's heart.
“Will
you watch her for me?” Magenta asked Onyx and Jasper. They nodded
with an expression of of course!
Magenta
pulled her daughter into a tight hug. “Behave for your uncles,
understand?”
“Yes
mama,” Amethyst replied impatiently.
Deciding
that her plain travel clothes were perfect, she didn't bother to
change before leaving the inn. Her actual hair was done up in a loose
bun at the nape of her neck, several strands escaping to blow in the
wind. She tucked a strand behind her ear as she walked through the
city. Even six years later, she still knew her way around as if it
was just yesterday.
Strangely,
she was no longer used to people not knowing who she was. True that
her real blonde hair could be used as a disguise when she needed it
to be, but normally, her wildly curly magenta wig was all people
needed to see to know exactly who she was. True to Jasper and Onyx's
long ago promise, she was famous now.
It
felt strange to think about her fame as she wandered down memory
lane. Never in her wildest fantasies as a child would she have ever
thought she'd be wealthy one day! And her mother had told her that
her voice was terrible!
The
light faded as evening and dinner time approached. The children that
roamed the streets slowly disappeared, knowing that they needed to
return home promptly if they wanted to eat. Magenta wondered if any
of her younger siblings passed her without her recognizing them.
“I
wonder how they've grown!” Magenta blurted out.
Suddenly
excited, she rushed the rest of the way, faltering only when she saw
the crowd of her family waiting outside for her father to return from
work. A highly suggestive tune growing louder announced that he
wouldn't be long now.
The
moment her father and brother came into view, Magenta felt her heart
explode with happiness. “Daddy!” She cried out like she used to
as a child.
He
stopped short, not sure he had heard that right. Turning, he looked
at her as she ran towards him. “Mildred?!”
Magenta
threw her arms around him and squeezed him tight. “I missed you so
much!”
“Mildred!”
Her oldest younger sister, Callie, squealed happily, hugging her even
as she still hugged their father. Her other siblings joined in on the
group hug – even her brother, who looked strangely relieved to see
her.
The
door opened in response to all the shouting, and a woman who looked
years older than she remembered her mother being literally burst into
tears. “Oh my baby! I thought for sure that you were long dead!”
Magenta
could help but giggle inappropriately at that. “Why ever would you
think that?”
“You
just disappeared – run off with two strangers – and none of us
ever heard from you again? What else were we to think?” Her mother
chided, shaking her slightly.
“Why
didn't you ever come back, or at least write?” Her sister asked,
her voice betraying how hurt and worried she'd been.
Magenta
sighed heavily. “I guess I was just too angry at being thrown
out... I didn't not write on purpose,” she explained with a
helpless shrug. “It just seemed like every time I'd sit down to
start a letter, all the anger and frustration would come back. I felt
like I was being punished for becoming a widow before being a bride!”
“Oh
honey...” her mother murmured, stroking her back. “I'll admit
that we handled the situation badly, but that was no reason to just
run away. Although, it looks like you found a man to take care of you
after all. You're looking well...”
Magenta
shrugged again. She felt that they wouldn't believe her if she told
them what she had been up to, so what was the point? Feeling
mischievous, she smirked.
“I
guess you could say that! The King himself is a very good friend of
mine,” she stated with a grin. “He lets me stay in his palace
whenever I want.”
“Oh
sure he does!” Her family all burst out at the same time.
Before
Magenta could say anything else, a woman who was well known as a
notorious gossip came running down the street. “Did you hear?! The
King is coming to town!”
“What?”
Magenta asked in confusion. He hadn't said anything to her before she
left the palace.
“He's
planning to attend the spring festival in three days time! And!”
The woman was obviously beside herself with excitement, attracting
attention from the entire neighborhood. “And! Better still, he's
bringing Magenta with him!”
“What?!?!”
Magenta demanded incredulously. This seemed like news she should
know! The woman ran off to tell others.
“Magenta?!”
Her sisters all squealed in excitement.
“Oh
Mildred! This couldn't have happened at a better time!” Callie
cried out happily, hugging her again. “You'll be here for my
wedding, and then I can finally see Magenta at the festival! Those
lucky enough to have seen her before say she's so
beautiful!”
“Wait,
what?” Magenta blurted out incredulously. “You're getting
married?”
“Yep,”
Callie confirmed with a grin. “It only took him years to finally
ask me, but we're getting married the day before the festival.”
“C-c-congratulations!”
Magenta stuttered in astonishment. It was rare for a woman in her
twenties who already had a child to find a husband. “I wish I had
been here to help you work on your wedding dress.”
Callie
giggled happily. “Don't worry about that! Ben bought me a beautiful
dress.”
“Ben?”
Magenta asked with a frown. “Why would my old boss pay for your
dress?”
Callie
laughed again. “Well, he's been my
boss for a couple years now, and...” Callie let a few moments pass
in suspense. “He's
the man I'm marrying!”
“Wow...”
Magenta exhaled in genuine shock.
Her
father gestured into their house. “Let's not stand out here all
night!”
Magenta
joined them in the tiny kitchen, but declined to eat. She listened as
they told her about some of the things that had happened over the
years. Eventually, she had to politely excuse herself so that they
didn't stay up too late and miss out on valuable sleep before work.
Even
so, she looked around in surprise. A bed with her mother's favorite
quilt now dominated the corner where Magenta had once worked on her
wedding dress, and a quick peak in her parents bedroom showed that
her brother and his wife must stay in there now. A quick count of the
children told her that there was five more than she knew of, making
this house more crowded than ever!
“I
have to go, but I promise I'll be at your wedding, Callie.”
Callie
waved happily. “It starts an hour after noon!”
Magenta
nodded, and then left.
Callie's
wedding made Magenta cry harder than she remembered doing so for a
long time. She tried her best to stay for the celebration afterwards,
but it hurt too much. She gave her sister a hug after the ceremony
was over, but then excused herself.
“Maybe
I'll see you at the festival tomorrow,” Callie suggested
insistently. “The entire city has the day off in honor of the
King!”
Magenta
smiled wryly. “I know you will!”
As
she was escaping, her father insisted on claiming a dance. She rested
her head on his shoulder and swayed to the soft music. No words were
necessary, but when the dance ended, he kissed her on her forehead.
“I
love you,” he murmured.
“I
love you too,” she informed him honestly.
“Try
not to stay away too long this time,” he suggested.
She
snorted a wry laugh. “Don't worry, after the festival tomorrow, I
fully plan to come for another visit.”
“Good,”
he stated, finally allowing her to run away before the emotions
overwhelmed her.
The
irony was that Ben had once offered to marry her
but she had turned him down. If she had wanted, she could have had a
beautiful wedding day after all. Instead, all she had was a piece of
paper that proclaimed her legally wedded at the time of her husband's
death.
“It
still hurts!” Magenta informed no one at all as she walked back to
the inn she was staying in. She'd worn a dress that would be
considered a small step up from the best a poor woman could afford,
so she wasn't concerned when she tripped and landed in the mud a
street away from the inn. A kind man stopped to help her to her feet.
“Thank
you,” she murmured absently.
“No
problem, it's my pleasure to help out a beautiful woman,” he
replied with a grin.
Magenta
held up her hand to show off the ring she wore. It was one of her
defenses. Decent men would usually leave her alone at the sight of
it. This man shook his head with a wry smile.
“I
didn't mean it like that. I'm married too.”
“Oh,”
Magenta responded with a smile.
“Good
day,” they each wished as they went their separate ways.
Magenta
twisted the ring in thought. Perhaps it was time to take it off and
see if there was a man brave enough to be interested in her... As she
thought, the helpful gentleman called out to her.
“Hey
wait, don't I know you from somewhere?”
“Not
that I remember,” Magenta stated with a shrug.
“No
really, you look familiar...” he said, biting his lip as he tried
to remember. “Did we dance at a party? Do you perchance stay in the
Palace?”
“Are
you a Lord then?” Magenta wondered, not sure why she didn't
recognize him. She was actually pretty familiar with all the Lords
and Ladies after entertaining them for several years.
“No,
but my older brother is Lord Carver,” he explained.
“Ah!”
Magenta exclaimed as if solving a puzzle. “Well that's how you know
me. I sing at his spring celebration nearly every year.”
“Hmm...”
he hummed with a frown. “That must be it...” With a shrug, he
walked away.
Magenta
giggled as she finished walking to her inn. “It's rather fun to be
just plain Mildred every once and a while!”
The
next day, she was amazed to see that Jasper and Onyx's surprise for
her was a huge collaboration between all the musicians that stayed in
the palace during the winter. The King loved music and collected the
finest players, singers, and dancers from across the Kingdom.
Therefore, pretty much every person who had true talent in the
Kingdom was currently preparing to put on a one of a kind
performance.
As
for Magenta, she had two maids dedicated to helping her style her
signature red hair and apply a delicate layer of makeup. When they
were done, she stared at her shimmering reflection in amazement. It
still impressed her that she could wear expensive gowns and look like
a princess!
Even
Amethyst was impressed with this nearly glowing red dress. It clung
to her in all the right places while leaving her heart-shaped
cleavage and upper back on display. Magenta smiled at her daughter's
expression.
“You
look very pretty too!” Magenta assured her. Amethyst wore a
gorgeous silk dress in a soft shade of purple. It had a multitude of
wispy tendrils that would float in the breeze, making her look
ethereal. Her nearly golden blonde hair was arranged in layers of
long curls that looked adorable. At just five years old, she was used
to being a part of her mother's performance.
“Ready?”
Magenta asked with a warm smile.
“Ready!”
Amethyst confirmed.
They
made their way to the back of the stage that had been built specially
for this performance. A good look around showed that everyone was
ready. Now, they just had to wait for the King. Fortunately, the
crowd on the other side of the stage fell silent as a carriage
arrived and guards surrounded the King as he made his way to the
stage.
“My
dear citizens, as your dutiful King, I try my best to visit every
city and town in the Kingdom at least once every few years. A very
dear friend of mine recently reminded me that it has been many a year
since I last came here, so I thought: What better timing than during
your spring festival? It brings me joy to see so many of my people
happy!”
The
crowd applauded his statement for several long moments before he
asked for silence once more. Smiling, he continued his speech.
“But
I am not a fool! I well know that you're not really
here to see me! So – without further ado – allow me to introduce
my beloved friend... Magenta!”
Magenta
stepped out from behind the curtain that separated the front of the
stage from the back. Arriving at the King's side, she curtseyed to
him, slipping her hand in his as he expected. He kissed her on the
back of her hand.
“You're
looking as beautiful as always, my dear.”
“Shh!”
Magenta hushed him exaggeratedly. “The Queen might grow jealous if
she heard you say such things!”
The
King laughed. “Never fear, she knows I love her above all else!”
Sweeping
her hand out to indicate the crowd, Magenta informed the King that:
“This is the city I was born in, you know. I ran away rather
abruptly several years ago and haven't returned. Even now, this city
brings sadness to my eyes as I look around and see all the shadows of
what might have been.”
“Well
I – for one – cannot stand to see you sad,” the King stated.
“So tell me, what can I do to cheer you up?”
Magenta
grinned brightly. “It seems to me that we're about to have a party!
Allow me to sing for you, that always
cheers me up!”
“Very
well, my dear,” the King permitted graciously, kissing her hand
again. Right on cue, a dozen musicians – including Jasper and Onyx
– filed onto the stage and began a beautiful melody. Magenta would
sing some of the bawdy songs she was famous for later on, but that
wasn't all she sang. She now had a wide repertoire of songs to choose
from – although it was usually Jasper who chose the songs and
handled all the little details. Such as the back up singers who
arrived near the middle of the song.
“Spread
my wings and prepare to fly, for you have become a butterfly.
Oh-oh-oh-oh, spread your wings, butterfly!”
The
King bowed to her and left after the song was over. He was planning
to watch the rest of the show from a special box that had been made
specially for his visit. In it, he would be sheltered from the crowd,
the weather, and
be supplied with food and drink.
Feeling
energetic, Magenta was glad to hear that the next tune was going to
be a lively one. She bounced and danced lightly – her daughter
joining her. Amethyst held a tambourine which she tapped all over the
place as she danced. Magenta clapped to the beat as she sang, feeling
like she was having more fun than she'd ever had before. At the end
of the song, both mother and daughter curtseyed to the audience.
“Ladies
and Gentlemen – and all my darling fans – please put your hands
together for my daughter, Amethyst!”
Amethyst
stepped side to side so that she could curtsey to as much of the
audience as possible. As she did this, Magenta signaled for a tiny
break so that she could confer with Jasper. He nodded in agreement
with her suggestion, and spread the word.
“My
sister Callie got married yesterday, and I'd like to sing a special
song just for her,” Magenta announced. “Put your hands together
for Callie – who I just know is in the audience somewhere.”
Sure
enough, Callie squealed as she had her husband and father help lift
her above the crowd. They were about 3/4ths of the way to the back,
but fortunately near the middle. Therefore, they had a pretty good
view of the stage.
Magenta
waved and then signaled for the song to begin. It was a song of hope
and love with a catchy tune. The moment it ended, another began, this
one a powerful ballad that Amethyst danced to without the tambourine.
Jasper
gestured for Amethyst to go backstage during the tiny break between
songs so that the audience could believe that she wouldn't hear it.
In truth, she knew all the songs – even the bawdy ones – by
heart, but she was still so young that she didn't understand them.
Even so, she danced behind the curtain, loving how the beat of the
drums made her heart thunder.
The
performance showcased all of the talented people even as it centered
on Magenta. Between songs, those who weren't performing strolled
through the crowd with collection hats. By the end of two hours, it
felt like every song ever written had been sung!
Magenta
smiled as she performed a trick she'd learned when working in
theaters. She would curtsey to the audience several times as the rest
of the performers all gathered, and then she would introduce them all
one by one. At the end, they would all bow to the audience. The crowd
chattered excitedly as even the King got back on stage to thank
Magenta. He even picked up Amethyst and kissed her on the cheek as he
congratulated her on a job well done.
“So
is the King your lover then?” Bernice asked with a suggestive grin.
Magenta
had taken the time to change into a much less expensive dress with no
wig, but then had been surprised when her family sat waiting for her
on the stage. The crowd had taken a long time to disperse, and quite
a few of the musicians had opted to stay and party.
Normally,
Magenta would have stayed for the party too, but tonight, she had
planned to go visit her family. Thankfully, not too many people
seemed to recognize her without her vibrant wig and fancy gown.
Chuckling, she shook her head.
“No!
He's just a very good friend,” Magenta replied. Then she beckoned
to Amethyst, who was flittering around the stage like a butterfly.
“Amethyst, my love, come meet your grandparents!”
Amethyst
whooped with joy and threw herself into her grandfather's arms. “I
always wanted a grandpa! A real one, I mean.” She looked over at
her mother. “He is a real grandpa, right, not pretend like uncle
Jasper and Uncle Onyx and the King?”
Magenta
laughed. “Yes, he's real.”
“Hooray!”
Amethyst cheered, hugging him all the tighter.
John
chuckled, trying to pry her arms open so that she couldn't choke him.
“That's some grip you've got there!”
Callie's
daughter was only a year and a half older than Amethyst. She and the
aunt that was literally the same age as her babbled excitedly at
Amethyst as John set her down. “You danced on stage!”
“Of
course!” Amethyst stated with a grin. “I dance at all
of mama's shows!”
As
the girls chattered, Bernice put an arm around Magenta. “I'm dying
to know, who's her father?”
“Gordon,
of course!” Magenta stated. “I plan to bring her to his grave
tomorrow so that I can introduce her to him.
“But
when...?” Bernice asked in confusion.
“Probably
the night he died...” Magenta murmured sadly. “I didn't realize I
had her inside me until months later.”
“Oh...”
Bernice said, looking away. “I really thought that maybe the King
was her father...”
Magenta
shook her head. “Nope!”
Callie
shook her head impatiently. “Enough of that, why didn't you tell
us that you're
the famous Magenta?!”
“I
didn't want to hear you laugh...” Magenta stated with a shrug. “You
wouldn't even believe me when I said that the King let me stay in his
palace.”
“That's...
true...” Callie muttered, biting her lip when she realized that she
couldn't argue.
“Oi!”
Onyx cried out to gain their attention as he lightly jogged over to
them. Jasper was right behind him. “We're ready to go. Are you
coming or are you staying, and do you want us to bring our little
lady back to the inn?”
Amethyst
promptly yawned as deeply as she could. “I don't want to go back
yet!” She protested even as she held out her hands in a silent
demand for Onyx to pick her up. She rested her head on his shoulder.
“I'm not tired at all!”
Onyx
laughed. “No, not at all!”
Jasper
ruffled her hair before kissing her on the cheek. Magenta giggled at
her daughter's silliness, and then sighed.
“I
don't know, Onyx. You're the one that decides when and where we're
going next. How long are we planning to be in town?” She wondered.
“We're
not due to perform again until Lord Carver's party, so we have some
time,” Onyx informed her.
Jasper
took a moment to wave at her family. “You all saw the show, right?
What did you think? Too much?”
No
one quite knew what to say to that because the only time they ever
saw any
entertainment was when people performed at festivals. Magenta's
brother chuckled and shrugged.
“I
think that the King being part of the show might have been a tad
much, but other than that, I found it thoroughly enjoyable.”
“Who
knew that our little Mildred could sing?” John asked, slinging an
arm around his daughter.
“I
still don't think she can...” Bernice muttered with an unapologetic
smile.
“Tone
deaf!” Both Jasper and Onyx blurted out with a laugh. Each gave
Magenta a kiss on the cheek. “Have fun catching up with your
family, Magenta. We'll make sure to tuck Amethyst into bed for you.”
“And
sing me a story,” Amethyst insisted sleepily, rubbing her eyes.
“Thanks!”
Magenta called after them as they walked away. “Oh, and Jasper!
Remind me that I've got a new song stuck in my head and I need to
write it down tomorrow.”
“Is
it easy to dance to?” Jasper wondered.
“Should
be,” Magenta answered with a shrug.
“Then
I'll be happy to write music and choreograph a new dance to go with
it!” Jasper replied, waving as he resumed following his lover.
“That's
Jasper and Onyx,” Magenta explained with a fond smile. “They're
my partners... the musicians I 'ran away' with all those years ago.”
“Two
lovers?” Bernice asked, sounding impressed.
Magenta
laughed harder than she had in days. “No!” She gestured to the
stairs leading off the stage. “Let me walk you all home and tell
you all about my life...”
The
next day was bright and sunny as Magenta and her daughter stood in
front of the gates to the Temple dedicated to the God of Death. The
spring grass was already vibrantly green and inviting. A priestess
let them in with a soft smile.
“You're
the woman who's fiancé was murdered...” the priestess murmured.
“You wore a beautiful wedding dress dyed black...”
“Yes,”
Magenta confirmed with a sad smile.
“Follow
me,” the priestess invited before leading them to the grave they
wanted to visit. “We tend to all the graves – of course – but I
have made this one my personal responsibility.”
“Thank
you,” Magenta murmured, sitting on the ground next to the
well-tended mound. Amethyst sat next to her, absently picking blades
of grass and twisting them into a braid.
“Gordon,
I'd like you to meet our daughter...”
Between
the two of them, they told Gordon all about the things he had missed.
Magenta told her daughter the story of his death, though she had
heard it before. Several hours passed in remembrance before Magenta
realized something important.
Even
though she still missed him deeply, she no longer felt like crying.
She no longer felt like her life had been robbed from her. Slowly,
she realized that she could feel Gordon as if he was sitting next to
her. A warm feeling of peace and love filled her.
Twisting
the ring she wore to honor him, Magenta abruptly took it off and
placed it on the grave. “I still love you and I always will, but I
think it's finally time to think about falling in love again.”
The
wind blew across her so softly that she thought she might have
imagined it, but instead of feeling chilled, she felt warm. Magenta
would even swear that she had heard Gordon's voice agreeing with her.
This was all she needed. With a smile, she placed her hand on his
grave.
“Thank
you for understanding,” Magenta murmured, and then stood to leave.
Taking her daughter's hand in hers, she knew with certainty that her
future would be happy.
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